Saturday, August 22, 2009

Drowning, Drowning, Drowning.

Drowning, Drowning, Drowning.
In a sea that is to open for me.
Can't see the way out, Can't see the land anymore.
Drowning, Drowning, Drowning.
Only one way out, Just have to speak.
The mind enters the dazed look.
Drowning, Drowning, Drowning.
Letting the words out are the only problem.
Facing the guilt and hurt is the next step.
Drowning, Drowning, Drowning.
Just looking for the land ahead.
Waiting for the gold light to step back into.
Drowning, Drowning, Drowning.
Soon, Soon, it will be done.
Soon, Soon, all will be better.
Drowning, Drowning, Drowning.
Just pray, Just pray, Just Pray.

A black cloud is above me right now but all will be better slowly, slowly. Just waiting for my time. To stop running away and dealing with the pain. No books or movies to slow me down just me and God. We have a lot to deal with that I have been avoiding for quite sometime. I'm not fine but I'll be getting better just see. I'm hoping that I will become myself again and be happy again like I'm not right now. Just pray!!!